Hello,
As promised here is an account of our first maintenance spanking. It took place on Monday after we talked about my want to try DD again. In the future it will be on a Sunday but we didn't want to wait a week for the first one.
First he had me change into a dress and remove my knickers, then I had to stand in the corner with my hands on my head till he was ready (about 5 minutes), then he bent me over the dinning table and gave me 10 with his belt, after each 1 I had to count and say thank you. Next was another 5 minutes hands on head in the corner before he applied lotion and we cuddled.
Then some more talking, he liked the entire set up. I really didn't like the corner time but as he says I am not suopposed to like it and it did focus me so we are keeping it for now. The only other comment I had was that it didn't do it hard enough, I mean they stung but I have hurt more during play. He said he couldn't get a proper swing where we were but he didn't want to interupt the spanking to find a different position.
I also can't help thinking that perhaps 10 is not enough but i will wait to bring that till I know how hard they are going to be when we find a better place so that he can swing properly.
Hugs
Jess
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
New Toy
I bought this new toy on eBay for less than a tenner including postage. Bargain!
I didn't tell Steve I had ordered it so yesterday when it arrived it was a complete surprise. He was over the moon with it especially when he realised he could make it leave red line across my bottom. He loves to see marks but it doesn't happen very often, I must have a resilient bum. They didn't last long though. The other advantage of this is as its not hard he was able to use on other parts of my body, up my back, down my legs etc although only gently, just enough to make my skin tingle but not enough to sting. Can't say that for my bottom though, that was definitely more than stinging when he finished.
I had another surprise for him too, when I had my morning bath I shaved my pussy for him, something he really likes but I don't usually have the patient to keep up. We went out and had a lovely walk across the beach and then we went for a drive. While we were down a quiet lane he had me take my knickers off so he could feel my smooth pussy and then he wouldn't let me put them back on. Which would have been OK had we stayed in the car but went to Asda shopping on the way home. I can't explain how naked I felt walking round Asda with no knickers and shaven.
Well I had better go and get tea started.
Hugs
Jess
Monday, 2 June 2008
We talked
Hello,
As the title says we finally managed to have a conversation, well eventually. You see I couldn't get the conversation started so I emailed him instead, then all I had to do was get him to check his email.
We are going to give DD another go but slowly this time and more seriously than the last few times. I showed him some articles on punishment spankings and maintenance spankings and we talked about my need for a different feel to punishment than to play, so that I could distinguish between the two and benefit from the discipline. Turns out that he never really took things seriously before as it always felt like playtime to him too and he was just going through the motions because its what I wanted. A serious lack of communication.
We haven't set any rules properly yet other than a general rule that if I do something I know is wrong but isn't actually a set rule that it is still punishable. A past example would be putting the bath to run and then jumping on the computer for a few minutes, getting carried away and flooding the bathroom. That would have been preventable if I been paying attention so that would be punishable but you can 't lay down rules for every possibilities.
Maintenance spankings are going to be given once a week, on a Sunday at a time of his choice. Nothing too harsh, its just to act as a reminder to us both that we are committed to DD for another week and to wipe the slate clean of any minor disagreements or bad feeling etc.
So all and all we had a great day yesterday. I woke up to Steve's hands exploring my body and we had quite a steamy session including a very erotic spanking with the bamboo stick.
Later in the day we had our first maintenance spanking ready to start anew (will post about it later) followed by more sex including a bit of experimenting with restraints (may post about that later too). Then much later we had a lovely meal and snuggled up in bed watching DVDs.
It was a truly wonderful day.
Hugs
Jess
As the title says we finally managed to have a conversation, well eventually. You see I couldn't get the conversation started so I emailed him instead, then all I had to do was get him to check his email.
We are going to give DD another go but slowly this time and more seriously than the last few times. I showed him some articles on punishment spankings and maintenance spankings and we talked about my need for a different feel to punishment than to play, so that I could distinguish between the two and benefit from the discipline. Turns out that he never really took things seriously before as it always felt like playtime to him too and he was just going through the motions because its what I wanted. A serious lack of communication.
We haven't set any rules properly yet other than a general rule that if I do something I know is wrong but isn't actually a set rule that it is still punishable. A past example would be putting the bath to run and then jumping on the computer for a few minutes, getting carried away and flooding the bathroom. That would have been preventable if I been paying attention so that would be punishable but you can 't lay down rules for every possibilities.
Maintenance spankings are going to be given once a week, on a Sunday at a time of his choice. Nothing too harsh, its just to act as a reminder to us both that we are committed to DD for another week and to wipe the slate clean of any minor disagreements or bad feeling etc.
So all and all we had a great day yesterday. I woke up to Steve's hands exploring my body and we had quite a steamy session including a very erotic spanking with the bamboo stick.
Later in the day we had our first maintenance spanking ready to start anew (will post about it later) followed by more sex including a bit of experimenting with restraints (may post about that later too). Then much later we had a lovely meal and snuggled up in bed watching DVDs.
It was a truly wonderful day.
Hugs
Jess
Sunday, 1 June 2008
Domestic Discipline
Hello,
Our recent attempts at the domestic discipline lifestyle have not been very good. I mean when I have done something wrong, Steve tells me I am going to be punished and he spanks me but I'm not left feeling any different really than when mix spanking and sex for fun. I have been going through the motions, apologising after etc so that he feels like he punished me correctly but I don't really mean it. No that's not exactly true depending on what I did I might really be sorry but no more sorry than before I was spanked.
A good example of not really being sorry would be the other day when I was spanked for not putting the DVDs away correctly. Now this is something that really ticks Steve off while I don't see the big deal as long as they are in a case so they don't get damaged. Now I was sorry that I had annoyed him and believe me during the spanking I was very sorry and made a hundred promises not to do it again but once it was over it lost his significance, we had sex and it felt more like foreplay than punishment.
So I want to change that, I want to be truly sorry that I have upset him and sorry enough that I will make every effort not to do it again. I think what I need to do is make punishment spankings a different experience from normal fun spankings even though they do hurt like hell, I want a different sort of hurt but still without real damage.
Some thoughts are
1. Different room
2. Less spanks but with more intensity (hard enough to really hurt but not cause damage)
3. Slowly given so that I can feel each - a pause between each to let it sink in
4. Made to count or say thank you for each stroke (though this might feel silly)
5. Corner time before or after
6. Different position ( something I don't like but can stay put in)
7. Being told off (we have tried this once but I kept laughing)
8. No sex at least not till much later
9. Steve to stay fully dressed
10. Maintenance spankings at the beginning of the week even if I have to have punishment or have just received one
Well these are just a few thoughts I would love to hear from any one who uses any of these things and how it works for them or if you have tried any that did not work.
Also anyone with any other suggestions i would love to hear from too.
I would really like DD to work in our home but I am not naturally submissive to Steve so I know it will be hard, but I am willing to work hard to get there.
Hugs
Jess
Our recent attempts at the domestic discipline lifestyle have not been very good. I mean when I have done something wrong, Steve tells me I am going to be punished and he spanks me but I'm not left feeling any different really than when mix spanking and sex for fun. I have been going through the motions, apologising after etc so that he feels like he punished me correctly but I don't really mean it. No that's not exactly true depending on what I did I might really be sorry but no more sorry than before I was spanked.
A good example of not really being sorry would be the other day when I was spanked for not putting the DVDs away correctly. Now this is something that really ticks Steve off while I don't see the big deal as long as they are in a case so they don't get damaged. Now I was sorry that I had annoyed him and believe me during the spanking I was very sorry and made a hundred promises not to do it again but once it was over it lost his significance, we had sex and it felt more like foreplay than punishment.
So I want to change that, I want to be truly sorry that I have upset him and sorry enough that I will make every effort not to do it again. I think what I need to do is make punishment spankings a different experience from normal fun spankings even though they do hurt like hell, I want a different sort of hurt but still without real damage.
Some thoughts are
1. Different room
2. Less spanks but with more intensity (hard enough to really hurt but not cause damage)
3. Slowly given so that I can feel each - a pause between each to let it sink in
4. Made to count or say thank you for each stroke (though this might feel silly)
5. Corner time before or after
6. Different position ( something I don't like but can stay put in)
7. Being told off (we have tried this once but I kept laughing)
8. No sex at least not till much later
9. Steve to stay fully dressed
10. Maintenance spankings at the beginning of the week even if I have to have punishment or have just received one
Well these are just a few thoughts I would love to hear from any one who uses any of these things and how it works for them or if you have tried any that did not work.
Also anyone with any other suggestions i would love to hear from too.
I would really like DD to work in our home but I am not naturally submissive to Steve so I know it will be hard, but I am willing to work hard to get there.
Hugs
Jess
Friday, 30 May 2008
Punished
Hello,
I got punished this morning till my bottom was bright red, it had faded away by the time I took this picture and again its not a very good picture as its taken on a mobile by myself. I really must come up with a way of getting Steve to take pictures for me without telling him I want to put them on the internet as I'm not sure he would approve.
Hugs
Jess
Thursday, 29 May 2008
Feeling Brave
Hello,
Feeling brave as I have had a few glasses of wine. Here is my bottom bearing the remains of a bruise from the bamboo stick. Hope it dosen't give too many people nightmares.
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Originally uploaded by jessicathomas2008
Hugs
Jess
Bamboo stick thing
Hello,
Here is a picture of the bamboo stick thing that I was talking about in an earlier post. It's not a very good photo as its been taken on a mobile.
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Originally uploaded by jessicathomas2008
Hugs
Jess
I know I shouldn't judge
Hello,
Now I know I shouldn't judge other people's sexual kinks as many people would find that that I love to be spanked weird.
However last night I watched a programme called "My car is my lover" all about 2 men who had sex with their cars and in 1 case other peoples cars. I'm sorry but I just don't get it, there's no emotional connection, it can't love you back. Although I should it wasn't just cars they lusted after it was planes and helicopters etc. The first bloke was talking about the fact that he had had sex with the helicopter from Airwolf and then went on to say that it later crashed and was destroyed and was almost in tears as if it was a real person.
The programme in the series is called "Married to the Eiffel Tower and in love with the Berlin Wall". Which is just the same for how can you be in love with an inanimate object.
Well that's it from me for now as I really shouldn't judge other people - I mean they are not hurting anyone else and what we do is not exactly mainstream sex but it's still odd.
If there is anybody reading this I would love to here your opinions.
Hugs
Jess
Now I know I shouldn't judge other people's sexual kinks as many people would find that that I love to be spanked weird.
However last night I watched a programme called "My car is my lover" all about 2 men who had sex with their cars and in 1 case other peoples cars. I'm sorry but I just don't get it, there's no emotional connection, it can't love you back. Although I should it wasn't just cars they lusted after it was planes and helicopters etc. The first bloke was talking about the fact that he had had sex with the helicopter from Airwolf and then went on to say that it later crashed and was destroyed and was almost in tears as if it was a real person.
The programme in the series is called "Married to the Eiffel Tower and in love with the Berlin Wall". Which is just the same for how can you be in love with an inanimate object.
Well that's it from me for now as I really shouldn't judge other people - I mean they are not hurting anyone else and what we do is not exactly mainstream sex but it's still odd.
If there is anybody reading this I would love to here your opinions.
Hugs
Jess
Wednesday, 28 May 2008
Spanked Again
Hello,
I think Steve is going for the most spanking session in a row or something as a got another one last night with the bamboo stick thing - it isn't very thick or anything but it hurts like hell. I will perhaps try and post a photo of it tomorrow so you can see what I mean.
Anyway he had me lie on my stomach on the bed again and started with a slow warm up with his hand till I was all warm and tingly then he got the stick out and started out quite lightly although he still hurt so I was wriggly, then when I settled down he went a bit harder so more wiggling, then I settled and he got a bit harder and this continued till i had to say I had had enough which was allowed as it was just for fun and not because I had been naughty. My bottom was very tender and stingy but in a very good way and then we had some very yummy sex and I slept very soundly again last night.
Now I'm torn between wanting more tonight and not being sure if my bottom is up to it.
Hugs
Jess
I think Steve is going for the most spanking session in a row or something as a got another one last night with the bamboo stick thing - it isn't very thick or anything but it hurts like hell. I will perhaps try and post a photo of it tomorrow so you can see what I mean.
Anyway he had me lie on my stomach on the bed again and started with a slow warm up with his hand till I was all warm and tingly then he got the stick out and started out quite lightly although he still hurt so I was wriggly, then when I settled down he went a bit harder so more wiggling, then I settled and he got a bit harder and this continued till i had to say I had had enough which was allowed as it was just for fun and not because I had been naughty. My bottom was very tender and stingy but in a very good way and then we had some very yummy sex and I slept very soundly again last night.
Now I'm torn between wanting more tonight and not being sure if my bottom is up to it.
Hugs
Jess
Tuesday, 27 May 2008
Surprise spanking
Hello again,
It wasn't much but was definately a surprise. When Steve came home from work he told to lean over the back of the sofa, he pulled down my trousers and pants and gave a quick but thorough hand spanking, that left my bottom stinging. His reason - because he felt like it.
Hugs
Jess
It wasn't much but was definately a surprise. When Steve came home from work he told to lean over the back of the sofa, he pulled down my trousers and pants and gave a quick but thorough hand spanking, that left my bottom stinging. His reason - because he felt like it.
Hugs
Jess
I got spanked last night
Hello,
Back as promised.
Last night we went to bed early to watch some Dvd's and have some snuggle time. Of course when Steve went to put the dvd in the one I watched the other day was still in there. Now that in itself was not the problem, thing is when he went to put it back in the case, it wasn't empty, it had a different dvd in it and when he went to put that one away he found another one in the wrong box. You see I have a really bed habit of putting dvds away in the case of the dvd I am about to watch instead of where it belongs and it bugs the hell out of Steve and he has told me about it loads of times.
So after giving me a lecture about it not being difficult to put Dvds away in the correct cases he told me lie down on my stomach on the bed. He sat next to me with his arm around my waist to stop me from rolling over and started with his hand (which can be extremely hard when he wants it to) up and down my right cheek and then up and down my left cheek before telling me to raise my bottom so he could get the bit where my bottom meets my legs.
Then he told me to fetch the leather paddle and had me lay back down on the bed, he straddled my legs and rained stinging slap after slap on my bottom till I thought I was on fire, before rolling me onto my back and telling me not to move till he returned - when he came back after about 5 minutes although it felt like longer- he turned me back over and finished with a couple of hard strokes with bamboo stick thing from a hand held flag.
After we snuggled and I apologised and we had sex. Needless to say I slept incredibly well last night.
Hugs
Jess
Back as promised.
Last night we went to bed early to watch some Dvd's and have some snuggle time. Of course when Steve went to put the dvd in the one I watched the other day was still in there. Now that in itself was not the problem, thing is when he went to put it back in the case, it wasn't empty, it had a different dvd in it and when he went to put that one away he found another one in the wrong box. You see I have a really bed habit of putting dvds away in the case of the dvd I am about to watch instead of where it belongs and it bugs the hell out of Steve and he has told me about it loads of times.
So after giving me a lecture about it not being difficult to put Dvds away in the correct cases he told me lie down on my stomach on the bed. He sat next to me with his arm around my waist to stop me from rolling over and started with his hand (which can be extremely hard when he wants it to) up and down my right cheek and then up and down my left cheek before telling me to raise my bottom so he could get the bit where my bottom meets my legs.
Then he told me to fetch the leather paddle and had me lay back down on the bed, he straddled my legs and rained stinging slap after slap on my bottom till I thought I was on fire, before rolling me onto my back and telling me not to move till he returned - when he came back after about 5 minutes although it felt like longer- he turned me back over and finished with a couple of hard strokes with bamboo stick thing from a hand held flag.
After we snuggled and I apologised and we had sex. Needless to say I slept incredibly well last night.
Hugs
Jess
My new blog
Hello,
My name is Jess. I am a 32 year old woman who enjoys being spanked for pleasure. I am married to Steve, a 34 year old man who loves to spank me both for pleasure and as a form of discipline when I misbehave.
I want to share my spanking experiences here as well as my other thoughts and life in general.
I got spanked last night but right now I have to go make lunch before Steve comes home for his break so I will share later.
Hugs
Jess
My name is Jess. I am a 32 year old woman who enjoys being spanked for pleasure. I am married to Steve, a 34 year old man who loves to spank me both for pleasure and as a form of discipline when I misbehave.
I want to share my spanking experiences here as well as my other thoughts and life in general.
I got spanked last night but right now I have to go make lunch before Steve comes home for his break so I will share later.
Hugs
Jess
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